yes, i am moving to tumblr, period.

find me if you can

i'll wait for the very day to come

hold me like this, hold me like this forever.

mixture of cute plus hot

never enough of zac efron and why is it that caucasians pull off fred perry polos so well?

i still am at the top of the world

i have the urge to switch to tumblr because i hate it how i have to save pictures and then upload it again on blogger. with tumblr i can easily re-blog. but the thing is, if i re-blog everything then it won't be original it won't be a site about me anymore. how? i hate it when i'm fickle-minded. 

zzz or should i have both? hahahahaha

hahahahhahahahahahhaha i feel like i own the world

I hear you talk,

you are such a bore

I see the way you look,

I think my eyes got sore.

hahahahahahahah

suck on that kid

^^

if i can turn back time, i want to fall so much harder in love with you. 

so whenever you think of me, you will never attempt things that you actually did to me.

you turn my bitchy mode on baby and i like it

hi guys. apparently some of you may know that something bad happened between billy and i and we were(note the were please) on the verge of breaking up due to some trust issues. well, if you just got one side of the story, i think you have deeply misunderstood because the root of the problem has been there for 2 years? And because of some fabricated lies in the past made me lost faith and trust in him. And now he sadly made the mistake again? you think i can tolerate all the lies? please, i am only human with an extraordinary fragile heart. You all might think that i am being unreasonable and making a big fuss over nothing but it's because you guys don't fucking understand the situation so don't fucking act like you do cos that pisses me off bad.

and won't you get upset when this 3rd party who knows that you're attached and know you exist still go and feed your bf pocky? don't say no because i guarantee you that no matter what, you'll feel something. something bad about it.

and i hate it how you all motherfuckers make it sound like it's my fault when you guys don't even know a thing. please do myob at times especially qiwen that douchebag. you can go to see http://www.sooperstaryilin.blogspot.com

The story goes like this:
I found out about the lies he made or maybe the white lies he made through her blog. everything i didn't know or was kept from was stated in the post. we had a major argument and then what happen was the next day when i went back to read again the post was gone?! (haha i also don't know why she delete..)

so i commented: deleting a post doesn't help. only makes people think you are guilty conscience(i mean seriously she delete for what when she never do anything wrong?????, right?)
okay, maybe she misread the guilty conscience part, but nvm..

this guy by the name of deadz.jasmine aka qiwen then started defaming me. hahah what a joke.
it was quite hilarious because he commented like he knew billy and i very well when he don't even know us.
he keep saying i don't trust billy i don't trust billy i don't trust billy i go and blame other people i go and blame other people..
wtf? the thing was after so many lies from someone will you trust him again? same mistakes. once bitten twice shy they say.
if you don't understand don't fucking comment because i hate douchebags like you who act like you know everything.

so this guy, he called me childish whatever but i think he seriously should grow up .
he left me with his hp no, i don't know whether it's for real or bogus and he say we should meet up and talk. super ahbeng/ahlian lor. ewwww

and the ultimate thing was the problem doesn't concern him kpo ttm.

i hope he/she reads this and get fuck upside down. awesomee . anyway fyi, billy and i are settling our problems now so i appreciate your help but too much help doesn't help get it?



hahahahhahahha i told you i'll bite when i'm bitchy.

incomplete

frankly speaking, i thought that it would have been easier to move on. but i over-estimated myself. it's only when night falls, you only get hit by the pain of knowing you have no one to depend on anymore.. i secretly miss you really bad. you were like a pillar of my life, and one day it collapsed. what am i suppose to do without you? i might look strong on the outside, but i'm bleeding on the inside. looks decieve, i played cool because i had to help you move on. baby you have to learn to move on. because i don't deserve your love.. i love you still, yesterday, today and forever will. and i hope you never will read this.
what hurts the most.. is being so close

credits to eletheowl.tumblr

"Life is already complicated as it is. You don’t need people to weigh you down, people to disappoint you."

"Some times we take for granted the people in our lives that mean so much and when we finally realize that, it can be too late. Take advantage of every minute you have, hold onto and cherish every second. Have no regrets and never forget those that made you who you are."

The important thing is to not be bitter about life’s disappointments. Learn to let go of the past. and recognize that every day wont be sunny. And when you find yourself in the darkness of despair remember, it’s only in the black of night, that you can see the stars. And those stars will lead you back home. So don’t be afraid to make mistakes, to stumble and fall, because most of the time the greatest rewards come from doing the things that scare you the most. Maybe you’ll get everything you wished for. Maybe you’ll get more than you could’ve imagined. who knows where life will take you, the road is long. And in the end, the journey is the destination.

I want you to remember the feel of my hair and remember the scent of my perfume I always wear. Remember my laugh and how sweet our kisses used to be. Remember the way that you used to love me.

without trust, everything else falls apart.

Gone are the days...

the decision might have been too rash, but all these 'white' lies you fabricated have triggered it. My heart's cold and numb, i will stand strong on my decision. i am fcked up bad. i thought things will be easy to handle i over estimated myself. in the day it was still fine, the pain didn't hit me as it is now.. when darkness falls and you feel the blues.. i am miserable much. how do you mend a broken heart?

i thought we were good enough, i thought we could trust each other fully, but sadly you prove me wrong. once bitten, twice shy baby. didn't i tell you before?

nothing's gonna change. it's real for now. i'm gone for good.

after all i stayed up to console you right? when it was my turn to pour out my emotions you just left? haha you are so inconsiderate.

kbox is awesome with june heng

i wasted my sunday by going for a kbox session. it was hell expensive for 4 hours, from a $16++ to a finalised $25 on the bill. PER PERSON. wow. sang many songs but was pretty disappointed when there weren't any korean pop songs. they don't even have suju! wth! i was so zz. don't even have nobody-wondergirls?!?! omg so we sang english and mandarin songs.. and because of overdose of nuts and chips plus excessive screaming into the mic, my vocals is semi-gone. ^^ hopefully 8 litres of water can salvage my throat! right, this weekend is boring pass like super fast i keep thinking today is saturday zzz. can't wait for school. can't wait to see more familiar faces ^^

k bye i am currently undergoing severe pms that explains everything. i am fucked up now. don't come near me, i will bite.

when all things simply go your way

after a long, tiring day in school, you are on your way home. you caught your final bus home without having to wait long. and the bus miraculously was empty so you had no problems with squeezing with other commuters. you found the perfect seat and you sat down, tuning in to your ipod. and when you lifted your head, you see this pair of gorgeous eyes looking at you. your prince charming appear in your bus. like a dream. but it was a dream came true. he sat right in front of you, with his thick, layered jet black hair facing you. you stare at him helplessly, he was too good to be true. as he lie against the glass panel and slowly fell asleep, you smiled as you watched from the back. the scene gave you a mysterious mutual feeling and then you lean your head against the glass panel too, directly in line with his. surprisingly, this bus ride was by far the fastest ride home and you didn't want this ride to stop. you had to bid goodbye to this dream to this guy. you stood up, and he continued sleeping. you steal a glance across when you stood up. to your joy, he caught your eye and smiled. your heart just melt and you felt insanely warm inside. you get off the bus and sat on the bench, unable to shake this weird feeling out of yourself. wow. you didn't know something so simple like a smile from him could trigger your sanity. you were caught off-guard and now all you think about is him. you find yourself heads over heels into him. and started wishing that everyday, you will catch him on the same bus and you hoped that one day, you two will be friends.... then you went home, with him still intact in your mind, and then you lay down on your bed as you went to bed. you thought of how his head shook when the bus was moving, how he gestured when he sleep and finally how he smiled at you. at you alone only. and as you close your eyes, a gentle smile surfaced as you fell deep into sleep....


did something like that happen to you before? i experienced something like this today. and i enjoyed it.

tired of waiting

" the problem was you didn't realise it was a problem and it surfaced long ago. isn't it a little too late to pursue it only now? i never believed in the theory cherish before you lose, but now i fully understand. No point putting in effort anymore. This gap, it's too big. " - Anonymous

Thank god it's friday. This week flew like a from Singapore to Malaysia. Incredibly fast know. School was fine I liked school today because i enjoyed my classes and my break not like other days when both were boring. I saw many faces that i like to see in school. ^^ awesome or not. grocery shopped with mommy and daddy after school. do you know how irritated i get when every time i place something that i want in the trolley, and then i go off to get somemore, but only to come back and realise half of the things i picked are gone?! grrr parents ah.. bth. enjoyed my durian pan cakes and left for home to watch episode 10.

and i am so going to rant about how annoyed i was when episode 10 ended at the climax?! I am dying inside to find out what's gonna happen and they didn't provide a preview for ep 11!!! but finally shinwoo(my baby) took initiative and protect gmn before tk did! ^^ but i felt sorry for tk. you see the irony? sigh. and yhy is a fuckin fake fairy i think i will really slap her if i see her on streets she was being so mean know. ugh. i shall stop it with this drama crazy thing.com. i doubt anyone else besides those who are watching the show will understand me so shall shut up nao.

lol i can't wait for next thursday to come.

and i go crazy when episode 10 is only coming out tomorrow night

oh hi there, i just finished watching episode 9 of you're beautiful(awesome kdrama, you should catch it) and i am so gonna punch Sooheyi in her face. In the first place she's not even pretty?!?, why is she the national treasure as claimed in the show!!! And she's fuckin fake and i hate her to the max. She should mhob right!!! She's just jealous TK, SW & Jeremy likes GMN but that girl deserve it right!! You see, this is how uptight i get over a show. And i hate it i can't continue watching. If only my hands weren't itchy and wait for all episodes to be uploaded first... zzzz AND why can't she give shinwoo a chance? He's so sweet so nice so caring so charming so cool so ugh. so perfect. And he's always caught in the situation of so near yet so far. My heart goes out to him only.. sigh..

Fine, i shall stop it with my obsession over YB.
So anyway, today i had lunch with almost all my classmates at the new Popeye's in Century Square and rushed off to town to only know that i was quite early.. I reached town went to my favorite shop(etude house) again and bought another nail polish!!! I love it! Shopped a bit found my bag heavy like it weighs a tonne, gave up and waited for my babies to reach at the train station. We went casual shopping around Ion and finally settled Fish & Co for dinner. The staffs there were really nice, and loud as well, they celebrated jamie goh birthday as well. So sweet right?! I bet Jamie enjoys today. She better does, lol just kidding but oh well, we had fun right? ^^

no offence, but at least she's happier with us, than with you.
hahahaha took probably a thousand photos shall upload on FB soon.
hehehehehehehe

tomorrow i am gonna camp with my comp and refresh http://www.mysoju.com/youre-beautiful/ every one minute till i see episode 10-newly added. \m/

where are you now

is it me or is it everyone that's feeling the weather burn through your skin? I'm going insane of having to run after buses under the motherfuggin hot sun every day. And now i'm suffering from a major headache, hopefully it subsides in a while after a tablet of panadol. I don't know why ever since my mom offered to send me to the bus stop, I have been leaving house pretty late. Sigh, shall stop being a spoilt brat and leave house 1/2 hour earlier tomorrow! School's been a big bitch. I have to say i'm doing fine ONLY in MicroEcons. I am losing out in BA, SAS, EBiz and the best one DATABASE. I can't blame the lecturer, i just have to blame myself for not putting in the effort in reading on my own. So what your lecturer's boring right... Zzz. Today i went to collect my pay since i had free time. A little lesser than expected, oh wells, what can i do? Say bye bye to my navel piercing for now. Use it for better purposes like updating my closet right? Haha i wish. I have to pay off my heavy debts. To my mom, and my baby boy. Ugh. Hate it how i'm broke. I got my card confiscated anyway. I so deserve it. My mom is going crazy with the rate of me withdrawing at least 100 bucks from my bank every week, so she had to resort to this. And i'm not complaining because i totally understand that she was for once being reasonable. So anyway, met up with Barbara for some speed shopping in town. Entered Etude House for the first time and totally fell in love with the range of nail polishes they have(It's the same with other shops around i know, but HELLO? Does other shops have leeminho,jangganseuk etc to promote their stuffs?) I finally settled on a nude shade and totally dig it. like boomz only

Had favourite chicken rice in FEP and then left for home. Tired much? Afterall it's been a day of 5 hours of lab in school plus speed shopping right? Attacked by some ridiculous headache monsters and my head's spinning right round..

I think i'll sleep early tonight. why not take the chance when the weather for once is good? It's raining for god's sake.

can't let this feeling end.

Hello November. Wow 2009 just bloody flew. In 2 months time, it's 2010. And then i'm gonna die two years later, when I'm 20. ( I believe in the Mayan Calender whether you like it or not ) So today was the first day of the week and it started pretty bad. I left house at 8.55, with intention to catch the 9:05 bus, but I missed it. And the next bus came at 9.24 according to my itouch. Wow. I forgot about my shoes for presentation, and also my piano books for lessons straight after school. Thank god my 2 babies came down to crash my school. Having lectures with them again totally reminds me of higher chinese lectures we had together in school i miss xms, forever. ): So anyway, it was awesome to see them in my school.. they kept on saying it was cool and cool and cool(my school) while i thought it was fucking boring for a polytechnic.. So anyway, two hours spend together only but i was still happy they came. ^^

One interview down and it went smoothly in my opinion. I totally want to score k? I can't afford to get 3 and below for my GPA anymore in my entire life of tertiary education. I swear. I am gonna pawn your ass.

I miss my NP friends so bad ): It was from meeting at least once everyweek to none. ): Ugh and I secretly miss touch rugby too. sigh. My Life is Worse than Average thankyouverymuch.

Wow this is one of the first post without a word FUCK. I'm fuckin impressed.

school's in and life's hectic

hello kidz. how's your week? Mine has been incredibly hectic. But i like school. I like how i'm enriched with new knowledge every single day. But damn it i have several projects on hand already. It's okay a few weeks time and i'll be having holidays again! So, we celebrated Afiqah's birthday in school. It was her 18th and it was a surprise that worked. Hopefully she did enjoy it. And then there was a casual saturday out with Cheryl. I feel like i'm meeting her every saturday wow but i super love her company! You know the piled up nonsense you get from school you can just let it out to her and then she'll make you feel fine again. A pity we weren't prepared enough for a halloween party. if not the night would have been perfect. okay i seriously am in no mood for blogging pardon me kthnxbai

fuck u because i'm feeling emo.

sigh i feel like i'm ten years older than my actual age, that is, 17. i feel so old, i feel like i am too stressed up with every aspects of life. I feel like people around me has become sadly, superficial. really superficial. i feel upset that i always tell people to follow their hearts, but i'm not doing what i believe in. I get lovesick easily. Even if you're there with me, I just can't be satisfied. I get paranoid, i get sensitive, and i'll start making a big deal out of everything. Why is it that some things just can't be explain with words? I hate bottling up my strongest emotions toward some matters.. but i have been doing it for years. I can't explain.. and when i can't express it to people around me, I express it to God. I can feel His guidance, but i don't get my answers. life is such a bitch. it's so hard to explain. why are human beings so mother fucking complex?

i know i can't take up a psychology course, because what i will be learning will definitely trigger some problems. back fire, and i go insane.. my brain is so small, why is it possible for it to think about everything in the universe?

i tell you, God is awesome when He creates us. but sadly, we're simple human beings. so i assume it's normal not to friggin understand everything, right?

i hate it when i feel like this. all i wanted was just to be carefree and happy.

my mom calls me shopping queen.

why isn't episode 7 of you're beautiful being uploaded? i waited 3 days already ): anyway, i like monday lessons. Although it's like 9-5, at least you know the longest day is over for the week! I can see myself totally isolating ebusiness management though. it's another bloody computer topic zzzz i have been questioning myself, should i or not transfer school/course?! I am sick of my school already, the people here, the whole environment is just not right. I can't see myself stay for three years know! zzz

whatever it is, i just too bored already i think.

EVERYONE HAS GOT TO WATCH YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL

It is extremely funny, sweet, heart wrenching, it pisses you off, and the next moment makes you smile like a retard it is awesome. even though i'm only at the 6 episode, i can assure you it's worth your time. I had two days off from school this week, like slack only. Found myself in NP these two days. Today i tried to learn pool. Sengyau did not charge any fees and he was being really patient and nice, but then he got annoyed when i refuse to change my position so too bad. I don't know how, I tried to hit a ball hard but it backfired as the stick hit my finger and now there's a fuckin huge blister and it hurts like @^&#@6@$&@# Had my bit of fun anyway, so shall not complain like a pussy anymore. 

ITS SCARY ITS FRIDAY ALREADY. ONE WEEK DOWN. 5 MORE WEEKS TO MID SEM TEST. WOW.

WHAT THE SHINGZ ?!!?!?!??!

BAK2SKOOL days bore me.

Holidays are over. It's amazing how 7 weeks pass so bloody fast? New semester, new beginning, new whatever. It was really nice to see familiar faces again... but thinking about the part when you're gonna expect a period when they're gonna drop a bomb of project deadlines, I am speechless and horrified, plus a mix of excited and not excited. Grr. Recently my life at home has been turn upside down because my mom updated my cash book finally. And she probably got a shock of her life... while i went through hell for the past 3 days. It's sad on the second day of school I actually fell asleep during database system lecture. I don't know it's because of the subject, or it's because of my lecturer- Imanishi. She's japanese and she's really nice, but her voice, and her articulation of speech....GG

lucky it's the first week, i can still let down my hair and slack a little so here i am writing these nonsense... 

SO I SHALL STOP COS SUPPER'S HERE. krandomthnxbai

shawty fire burning on the dance floor

DNTGFT(Do not thank god for thursday)

I caught (500) Days of Summer with Cheryl yesterday afternoon. It wasn't what i expected because i did not believe the commercial when it mentioned that it was not a love story. Nevertheless, it was interestingly realistic and awesome. I totally dig the soundtrack. So anyway, it was a short sort of reunion with Cheryl after her promos, because i had work. ikr, you can totally kill me. So anyway, work sped through the night unlike what i expected. I found myself playing with all the new Halloween stocks in the shop, I found myself upgrading my DJ Max levels, I found myself in love with reading, in love with Stephanie Meyer's classics again. I was sort of impressed with the speed i am reading through the book because i fucking finished 10 chapters a day. \m/ Or maybe her narrations totally impressed me. haha 

TGIF. I hit Borders today, found myself reading through the first chapter of The Lost Symbols unknowingly. WOW First time i finished a chapter of Dan Brown's books k. I never had the patience to since I tried reading Da Vinci Code. Anyway, I have this sick particular thing about books. I don't read a book with puny font sizes, and I will close the cover of any book without my preferred font. And i totally dig hard covers more than those ... soft? haha right enough about books. i feel like a bookworm now.

And yes i know, I should be born blonde. So you can legally call me bimbo.

Anyway, I can't wait for tomorrow because guess who's back?!

^^ 

P.S ikr stands for i know right

so stop asking? kthnxbai

For entertainment....

i miss you handsome....

Come back to me and make it one less lonely girl.

i hate it how he never fails to make melt me inside whenever he smiles, and he got so physical with the girl in the mv and i'm so jealous.... please vote on myspace.com/justinbieber for him to come singapore thankyouverymuch \m/

via fuckyeahtattoos.tumblr

familiar? yes the script is the same as Gdragon's, 

Maybe i should get one tattoo that is permanent reminder for me in life..

via fuckyeahlove.tumblr.com

i seriously do. i'm sick. i'm love sick.


I miss the taste of your lips.

I'm fucked up.

I hate how i'm wasting my last week of my holidays away. fuckkk billy come back we go out shop, eat, play, you're more than enough to make me happy....

grr, some people buy phone for what.... message so many times never reply....

call so many times never answerrrrrrr.

day 3 and you never came online and you never on your phone and i'm dying.

i hate it how i have to remind myself time and time again that you're not here whenever i was about to dial your number on the phone as i needed to call and let you know everything that's happening to me....

i miss you baby although i know you're going to be in my arms in another 84 hours time...

Meet my new girlfriend, Miroslava Duma

Please, this is gorgeous only.

I love her complexion, her eyes, her smile, her casual tee, her zipper highwaist, her necklace, her hair, and her vintage chanel backpack....... i love her.

how can someone at 25, look so fucking young and beautiful, and yet is also the richest socialite woman in russia?

i swear, as compared to her, mlia
thankyouverymuch \m/

"I miss you bad, come back to my side now. "

via- eletheowl.tumblr

Momma's back to blogging.

Hello all, i apologise for the lack of updates. so anyway the past week had been the best week of my holiday i supposed. Chalet went awesome although it was not full attendance. I only remembered how bad i was at a beach volleyball game, how i love the sun that day because there was no sun = no more tan, how awesome my instax works during Han's birthday surprise, how we gossip over Pastamania, and how I got myself drunk. Wow, first time drunk. Barbara didn't like me drunk at all. It was an interesting experience, because now i understand why drunk people do things that they don't remember. I cannot imagine myself scolding CW over a comment he made, laughing at the tv, not being able to walk straight and having to bang walls -.- It was one nice experience though, just that i didn't like the part i felt nauseous and had to puke into the toilet bowl. I swear it stinked and it made me sober. Oh well, enough about me getting drunk. So all 3 days it was pretty fun, a pity our steamboat plan didn't worked. if not, i guess it would have been perfect. And then the next day we had Sakae buffet. It was the first time i ate so little as compared to other times when i ate a buffet alone with barbara. hahaha i am so -.- now that school is starting in a week's time = time to get serious in school's work. I'm so gonna get serious and get at least at 3.5 for my next GPA to come. If i don't, i swear you can slap me, and i mean it. I'm gonna be so sad because i'll be spending lesser time with one of my favourite clique in my life. ):

i have the most absurd urge now to transfer school and transfer course. i want to go to either NP or SP seriously.

and i have the most absurd urge to rob a bank because my bank account amount fuckin refuse to rise to a 3 digit. or maybe i am the one stopping it from rising. I NEED A RICH HUSBAND. Period.

k, enough about all these piled up updates, i will now update more frequent, cos mamma promise you that. bye















haha did i scare you with the large photos?

i know, i know, this space is lacking of updates.

Hi. I haven't recovered from my flu and my cough and it's pissing me off. Because my flu has triggered a clogged ear and it has been 2 days. it's damn uncomfortable. According to the net, the best thing to do is wait till the flu subside, and then my ear will go back to normal. So anyway, i worked once this week, pretty fine to meet a new guy. He's really patient because i screwed up my settlement, again. -.- Saturday's a waste of time. ): i slacked at home, and only went to Borders because my momma insisted on buying the rest of the twilight series for me. And i actually wore my doc martens out?! It was just an hour or something, very sad because my boots were wet and muddy when i reached home -.- I hope tomorrow's a better day. I hope i can either get my navel pierced or my polariod tomorrow. I hate it that i'm so fickle-minded.

Grrrrrrrrr. k bye mwah

my flu just can't stop huh?!

wow i stayed home the whole of today.i was so lazy i only bathed once (OMG) but i was in air conditioned room 24/7, i guess it doesn't really matter right? haha, i played piano, eat, played with my new boyfriend macbook, watched a bit of tv, eat again and now here i am. i just wasted 12 hours. wow. anyway, christopher kane x topshop is hitting stores tomorrow for invites only. i want to go, but no one can go with me. fuck. ):

30% off items some more just for tomorrow. MY BAG T.T
right. anyway something's not right with me. whenever it comes to night, i have the crazy craving for hokkien mee. ):

Lindsay flew back to LA.

She was actually in Singapore? WOW.

see, i told you mr. fever will visit me.

i can't believe i screw up my B minor harmonic scales today. i hope that the drowsiness caused by the medication was the reason. My teacher was sorta pissed i still can't get it right after 2 tries. So anyway, i thought i felt better but when night came, my head got heavier and yes mr fever visited me. wow. 38.3 degrees hot k.

right. shall sleep my day away again tomorrow.

TODAY IS A FML DAY

i hate flu/running noses/coughing that hurts your chest/phlegm/headache/sore throat/aching everywhere. and i fucking can see fever coming once i wake up tomorrow morning. I hate it that i feel cold, but i sweat. I hate how i have to cough when i talk, and i don't even know where i got all this from. sigh.

i shall sleep and not complain.
Goodnights.

I was the one who is supposed to be sleeping, but he doze off on me instead. ):

I like to draw on myself. I draw every part of my body, especially like drawing my hip. I draw peace sign, nautical stars and things that are simple to draw. One day i wish i can get drawn on that will stay for life. If only that one day can come sooner. And i'm thinking about navel piercing.

"Life is never about the past, it's about what you do to make your own future" - Anonymous 

I have now more than 30 pairs of shoes, not including slippers btw.

My saturday kinda suck as you can tell from my previous post. My parents were upset with me for not practising piano again. It really pisses me off that they have to bloody force me to play because it will backfire as by doing so, i will lose passion. Don't they ever TRY to understand? Sigh. However dinner yesterday was awesome. I couldn't help but help myself with the hakka noodles that tasted like heaven k. I was bloated after dinner and I can imagine the pounds i'm gaining. Shit.

Today however was incredibly great. I went shopping again, and yes bought myself tops and another pair of shoe. FYI, i just bought one last saturday, and i'm buying a new pair again today. WOW. I bought 4 pair of shoes in a month. Beat that. Anyway i'm not proud of the rate i'm spending money on apparels/shoes k. I feel like a professional on money management is essential in my life. Sigh. So anyway, barbara accompanied me and we had fun shopping. A pity we didn't get to eat sakae's buffet because it's not available during weekends. Otherwise, it would have been perfect. ^^ Oh, i wore my doc martens out today, and now i realise i have 4 huge blisters. And when i bathe the pain was stinging it was insanely unbearable i had to scream at the showerhead. So no more ankle socks but soccer socks next time i'm wearing boots. Swear.

OH YES, I DID EXTENSIONS TODAY!! Four streaks only though. Two streaks of blonde strands and two streaks of red. I like the blonde one better i can see myself highlighting my hair blonde in the near future.( I know it looks damn yellow/gold here but it's not! )



kkkk, bye

cunt faces. stucked at home. FML

FUCK U 2 DEATH FOREVER 

I got my pay today ^^

I am damn unlucky today. I woke up late at 10am, I left house earlier but still was 2 minutes late for work. FYI, my work starts at 12, and i left house at 10.20 k, still late. -.- I bought my brunch and spilled my upsized-coke even before i can enjoy a sip of it. I stepped on a glass and it pierced through my feet and bled non stop, I messed up settlement and blurred myself, I slept on the bus and drooled -.- I reached home and this b_ _gl_ _ banged into me and i almost died of the overwhelming smell.

Great, now nothing scares me. The worse one was the glass, it bloody hurt ):
Nevertheless, I got my pay and finally see one more zero digit in my account.

My mood today was a thrilling roller coaster ride

well, i woke up with a smile and excitedly packed my things for swimming at Del's crib. The weather's was awesome though the sun was a little harsh after a while. I swam alone for about an hour and half, and backed out when the current at the deeper side was a little strong. And i was alone in the pool, i started thinking about the supernatural story i read on some magazine yesterday and freaked out. Barbara accompanied me and then Del, Gilbert and SY joined us later. It was funny how SY and Gilbert were acting like Naruto characters basically they were like 7 year old in the pool. Anyway had my share of fun and then something happened after our swim/ fun in pool.

It sucks to quarrel with Barbara, but i felt really bad so now i'm saying sorry for walking away without saying a word(because i was fucked up, i swear) And we were like two-lane main road(very far) apart because he didn't manage to catch up with me when i ran across the road just as the traffic light turned green. I ran away as far and fast as possible, but he was sweeeeeet really sweeeet enough to run, no sprint, after me. He caught up with me and screamed at me ): Apparently i screamed back, and we were at some quiet private property estate. Can you imagine how loud we were? God, and then we exchanged several harsh words and i "lost" to him because i laughed when he said something stupid and funny and then we were fine.

It was so dumb right? Barb i know you're reading this if you're still upset i'm sorry if not i'm sorry either. Love you 2 death.
P.S I had two rounds of dinner, wow fuck. all my effort of swimming/threading water gone down the drain!

AND I NEED TO COMPLAIN I AM FUCKIN TANNED NOW I LOOK LIKE AN INDIAN.( and this is not being racist, i did not made any comments about them, it is just a comparison so shut up if you wanna say i'm racist because i'm fuckin not ) It will take 6 months to grow back fairer as i was yesterday night. Shit. I don't understand, if they can have artificial sun tanning, why can't they have artificial grow fairer treatment without bleaching your skin? Sian. And my mom's very affected by how tanned i am now. -.- She casually mentioned that she forbids me from doing any under-sun activities anymore. ): The thing is i'm born with this non-chinese face with my non-chinese features, no matter how tanned or how fair i am i still look non-chinese right? And imagine if i looked chinese in the first place, and i'm as tanned as i am now, i still look chinese right? She doesn't understand!!! Sigh i hope she does find out about my blog and read this part. HAHA.

Anyway, is it just me or everyone else that after we had a swim after a strong sun, we naturally feel extremely exhausted? I need to buy goggles next time because too much water got into my eye today, now it's bloodshot red and it's damn dry and tired. I just feel like sleeping, but because i'm afraid i wake up too early tomorrow, i'll be tired during work. Oh man, after all i did enjoyed myself right? ^^

OKAY. This is another wordy post dui bu qi worr.

Look at my tired face and my after tanned face ):

rustic living, i like.

wow, today is the first day of my new work at Tanglin Mall again. And i pretty much enjoyed it even though i had to stand like for 4 hours without sitting down. Still it wasn't tiring! Karen was really nice to us, so was Harry the rich kid with Isetan's privilege card. HAHA. ANYWAY, I don't know why, whenever i'm on the bus tuned in to my ipod, i tend to feel sleepy. And I never fail to take a short nap. BUT FOR TODAY. Something embarrassing happened. I actually lied on some random guy shoulder and he didn't wake me up. I don't know for how long i embarrassed myself, but i only woke up when i hit his collar bone. (or some other bones ) and totally reacted like a fool. I only said sorry twice and turn away and pretend as if nothing happened.(OMG)

Fortunately, he alighted after 2 stops or something. Wow, that has been a ride of my life.

And barbara don't be angry it wasn't on purpose right? ):

Goodwood Park's Durian Mooncake imba

Wow, Aldo just bought home Goodwood Park's durian mooncakes and I'm impressed. I actually hated creative flavours and preferred original flavours but the durian-flavoured one was really good. The aftertaste is still lingering in my mouth, one 3 inch piece is not even enough. 

I want some more mummy ):

Jasmine is damn bored, thanks.

Hi, i am damn bored and it's a tuesday morning. My only plan for today is over. Wow at 1pm, today is done. I'm actually pretty happy with my new piano teacher( Marcus's Aunt ) because she cultivate my interest in piano, once again. Great, now i can see myself going through all the exams until i finally get my Grade 8 certificate. Anyway, back to the topic, I am damn bored. 

I don't know if i should go for training or not later on because now i have new injury k. My joints hurt when i pressure my legs. I don't know why, but I have a strong feeling that my bones are not in tip top condition. And my eyes too. It has been damn irritating for the past 2 days. I don't know if it's because of the new MAC mascara i am using. It is awesome! but sadly, it smudges like nobody's business. It got into my eye and at the point of time, there was this strong burning sensation and it hurt like fuck. Ever since, my eyes are easily irritated whenever a strand of hair touches it. How? Should i visit any specialists? For my spine and my eyes? That's so gonna cost a bomb. I hate it when my body's weak. So pathetic

ANYWAY, back to the topic again, I'm so bored. (wow! i'm so good at digressing)

So should i go for training? Or just simple dinner with barbara?

Or maybe my life's never interesting in the first place? haha..

P.S I FUCKING WANNA SWIM BEFORE MY NEXT MENSES HIT ME.

Eyecandy for you?

Sorry baby but he's all over my desktop screeeeeeen.

When will Christopher Kane for Topshop hit Singapore?

I just reviewed Christopher Kane for Topshop series and it's all so rockchic baby. I fell in love with the eyelet bag almost immediately i had my eyes on them. Wow, i heard CK for Topshop will only hit Singapore in late october? And the price definitely will be so steep. That eyelet bag will the forever stay a dream man. Sigh.

Weird family gatherings...

i am currently at my daddy's friend's family gathering. how awkward. and i'm hiding at one small corner using my macbook and my brother's starting to annoy me bad. I hate it when people approach me with questions like: Which JC are you in? And must all 17 years old attend JC only? Sigh, I am damn bored. I don't know why i feel so inferior because my daddy's friends family kids are all in elite schools like HCJC, RJC, RI, SCGS. I am damn sian lor. I feel so stupid.


Grr. And now they giving me pressure, making me play piano.
WOW.

I love my weekends packed w activities.

My title says it all. However, my mommy grounded me from having dinner outside anymore. Sigh. Anyway, Saturday was fine although i felt like i wasted major time. I was late(again) for about an hour, so I met Delwyn at 2 and we had to ride a bus all the way to Harbourfront, which took almost an hour. Ajisen Ramen was awesome though, never enough of Volcano! After brunch, we went to Sentosa and then we realised that there was something wrong with the calculations and we had no NTUC card then so it was sort of a wasted trip. We got to meet Chen Han Wei though and his body is not as hot as we all thought, still he looks charming! A pity he like guys. Awwww. So after this wasted trip, we rode another bus to town and pretty much let time pass after... I got scolded badly when I reach home, because 1, i was late i reached home about 10, and 2, my parents found out how much i had left in my savings account. So i was grounded. GROUNDED. in the holidays. WOW.

TODAY however was so much more well spent with my babies Cheryl & Debbie. Flea Titan III wasn't as good as i expected, but i managed to dig some treasures. Envy Cheryl with her Topshop top and Debbie with her sandals. We were tired at the end of the day but at least we enjoyed right. Great, they're gonna have their promos and i'll be damn bored till after they mug like fuck.
Love you babies! AND DEBBIE SHALL NOT BE JUDGED BY THE WAY SHE DRESS TODAY. ^^

I realise i have the need to type wordy posts. Kthnxbai

i pity her and her heart that can turn fragile.

what happens if, all these beautiful lies meet the ugly truth?
sighs, why is the world becoming so complex?

Hi welcome back to my ever-boring world.

Hello guys, apparently i changed my url address. wow. anyway i've stopped blogging about a week or two and the topics i want to complain are piling up every single day. Ironic, but now i don't know what to say, or actually how to start.

Well, it's my holidays now and i'm pretty much wasting my time away. I worked for a week as a telemarketer(yes,again) and got dismissed after a week? "wow jasmine. impressed." anyway i earned enough to not starve for the next month. Still, I'll be hoping someone will call me from all the interviews i went for. i need an active income srzly. (to live up with the endless budget i keep to whenever i'm out)

I got the chance to go overseas but my mom chosed not to because first it's not safe for me to go alone, and second my giro not enough. I was dying of heart attack when my mother actually disagreed to letting me go Germany with school. Sighs. She said we were going for the sake of sightseeing more than enriching ourselves and it was not worth 2800 dollars to visit countries and not cities. I totally lol-ed at her reason. Did you? However, i actually felt like i died of a bullet in my head when my mother freakin disapproved me of going to Melbourne with Tiffany and her family. I was just depressed, seriously. My next trip's in november and it's just going to Indonesia for like 4 days or something. -.-
FML

i feel very guilty but is it just me or everyone that feels lazy to go back for training during the holidays? Elle and I are always either busy with work or personal activities that we skipped a week and half of training already. Great. Worse thing is, i signed up for Asian All Schools, she didn't. Die. I SHALL/MUST go back for training on tuesday before the calories add up to like 10kg. FML

my mommy's been bitchy ever since my exams ended. when she's like in sweats, she keep nagging like non-stop, and when she's all dressed up, she'll pamper me and buy me everything i like. I hate it most when she has to use her 'rights' to force me to practise piano every single morning for at least half an hour. That made me lose my passion for piano like almost instantly. you don't force me into liking something or disliking something, because life doesn't work this way. SHE BLOODY NEED THIS REGISTERED IN HER BRAINS. FML.

I guess you've heard enough of my rants or actually i predict some of you skipped reading all the above but it's okay. i do that when i chanced upon others' wordy posts. Now i shall try my best to end it off the best way i can.

In another day's time it will be Sunday. It will be Hari Raya Puasa and it will be flea titans which i am frigggin excited for. Shopping after pay day, is that not awesome or what?!?! AND. I am going for manicures and pedicures with Cynthia right? AND. Time Traveller's Wife AND Inglorious Basterds AND many more.

Bye and Thanks. (the best way to end a post)